Ok so a lot has happened since one of my last posts, as some of you may not know yet I am married to an amazing man :)
I still am trying to accomplish my music carrier its a lot of hard work, I am a certified choreographer now as well as a certified diving babe lol
I have about 10 music videos under my belt and 3 tours its a lot of fun and so much goofing around. I have changed my whole style of clothing as well as got my hair way way longer, I am loving the couture life at working at Vogue its an amazing job, and law school is a breeze but at times it still kicks my butt but I am a champion and will win the battle :) I will start working temp. in a family friend law firm all until the 2 or 3 week of January :) I got to go say hi to some friends I used to work at the pussycat dolls in las vegas and it was good old times I got to bring home some of my sexy lingerie ;) So I have a plan to loose about 45lbs by cutting out all sugar,soda, pasta,breads only eating brown rice, veggies and chicken,meat and fish. If you are wondering why? becuase I have a 8,000.00 dress to wear for a very special event I wouldnt want to let Chanel Down. If anyone wants to join so we can help each other out let me know :) I run also from 5-6:30am i love the morning air and then head to pole dancing classes it does wonders to your arms and butt :) So matt will get home hopefully in February <3
I miss him so much :( I love you honey xoxoxo My best friend for life Melissa is getting a Divorce :( I am so sad for her but will help her move her things into a new apartment sometime in december I hope Jason and here re-decide all of this Bs!!!!!! so who ever has still there lj acc post something on here show me some love darlings <3 So my tattoo is all healed up and looks amazing I cant wait to get more in a few weeks :& i know i know lock me up and throw away the key lol. On phone updates I have still the love of my life my iphone with a million faceplates lol. So some of you may already know the shocking news that left me shaken for a week, how am i dealing with it ? really bad but trying to make the best of it I mean hey its not everyday your wish comes true to not being an only child <3 ok ok thats all for now need some sleepy time but the song I did karaoke to that night we were celebrating with a few celebs was Duffy-Stepping Stone if you request it again I might do an encore ok Love you all's so berry berry much *Olive Juice* alice kiss kiss
and a huge kiss and hug to my husband matt I love you baby kiss kiss kiss tickle tickle love you
g'nite yall'z

So we saw Jennifers Body last night, it was ok I liked it but wtf? that movie made no sense ok a little like 5%. What was awesome was that in the previews there was a trailer for New Moon that was so cool.
  
We picked up our first wedding gift from my cousin Georgio, thank you so much.

About 4 days left before my sweetie pie deploys :(.......

I hope Melody your reading this...can you give me your keys to your dance studio up in henderson. please :) I want to pick up dancing again so hopefully that will make time fly by, did your husband deploy already? any baby news...?

I will post more later, I have to get ready now since we have a lot of errands to get done

love you all

*jelly bean*

Ok so I know that all of you wont post anything in the summer until the fall/winter time since yall are doing fun stuff at the beach :( I hate nevada really bad...ooh well! I heard about a few good movies coming out in the next couple of months and also a great song that i am hooked on, saw a few new movies and bought some really awesome dvds, planning to get a few more tattoos and also leaving for jersey in less than two days, the new apartment is huge but with all the stuff everywhere you can't see it in its glory :( so with that lets go more into details.

The movies I really want to see are these...
new moon- part two of twilight
jennifers body- who dosent want to see megan fox as a vampire
the box -I really think that I would, but I wonder what would happen to me in the end
daybreakers-ethan hawke as a vampire...sweet jesus this movie is going to be so hot
the invention of lying-looks amazingly funny
shutter island-Leo...Leo as a dotor mmmmm
brothers-can't wait to see this one,any movie about a military life situation I am there hands down
couples retreat-I would so go, not for the reason that the move portrays, but a getaway with no family sounds like heaven right now
B.R.O.S-looks really cool and a bit creapy

So this fall/winter season movie line up looks like we are bound to several movies about vampires, and hot men who play the badboy roll and try to get away with being good guys, i just really hope that in the new moon movie bella doesnt kiss jacob :( that would be hell to go through several moments of sloppy wolfy kissing instead of sexy edward...come on who wants to kiss a wolf man instead of a vampire.  Also Supernatural season 4 is coming out on dvd really soon, while season five looks amazing, my friend sara went to the SDCC and sent me a clip of the preview they showed them and it looks really great. I saw the whole movie of the fast and the furious last night  and the ending is a whole 4 thumbs down, sorry paul :( you could have come up with a better ending.

    About these tattoos that I want to get done, I am inlove with the sparrow on the wrist tattoo, also I want one on my neck...not too sure what kind of ink I am going to get done for that area, and I am thinking about covering my shoulder tattoo with something else, reason 1 because it's starting to get a little bit faded and the words are all mushing together, and 2 reason is that I never like the damn thing it was a mother daugter dare and i was young,drunk,and stupied.

  So we are supposed to leave for jersey on saturday but the airforce changes its mind just like a woman changes her mind and clothes, we might not be going since matt, has to deploy again at a sooner time damn them :( but we will come up with something.

 The apartment is still like 75% from being clean and organized, when it's all done and ready I will jump up and down for joy! I am tired as hell half ot the time lately, so most of the time I am asleep or just laying around watching a movie or listening to my ipod :( damn it I think that I am getting old (lol)
 
 Two days ago my jr high school principal sent me an email back to me, that was so much fun and she still remembers me (haha see I was the good girl that everyone still remembers) I am a great girl and I leave a memory everywhere I go <3

 Last night matt and I got a bit drunk-not to the point to pass out or fill sick but a little good buzz was going and I was 70% tipsy ;) It was just like the begining when we first started dating, just us drinking with some good music playing in the living room and acting goofy and a bit naughty. ( ok I wont go into details, don't anyone to steal my naughty ideas and trciks) I am really an angel...well 80% devil and 20% angel.

 So with this whole leave jumping on us all of a sudden, we have to celebrate the holidays in advance, (Christmas,Haloween,Thanksgiving,my bday and new year) all in the next month and half. this is shit though the second time that he wont be here for my birthday :( I guess you can't win them all, or can you? whatever the outcome is I am sure we will have fun with it, and as they say the show will go on...we just have to make this deployment fun and less stressfull. I wish that there could be away that if you cry really hard and scream that things wouldnt happen, but if I do that people might want to lock me up in a mental house :( half of the time I want to cry and be huged so bad that it hurts, I am on an emotional rollercoaster.(will I ever show that side to anyone? nope cause I am always and have to be the stong one out of the bunch :)....
 
well thats all for now, I know a bunch of depressing nagging but you all love me very much anyway<3 so someone post something damnit
xoxo
  <3 Jellybean <3
 

 

So since I went through my email and there was about 20 emails asking me to post something new, here it is!   In some of your emails yall' have been telling me what you guys have been up to and also asking me what I have been up to, If this crappy internet stays on long enough I will try to cover all the much needed info all of you guys want. So here it goes..................

 I heard that Nikki is having her rocking party again at Hilton Head Island in South Carolina, that party is always done in great pimp style, LoL  I really wish that I could come, you have to promise me to upload many pics asap. Don't get to drunk  =)

Hey Sophia, you finally remembered how to email@ soon you might again remember how to text. my number is the same one I gave you before leaving TWESU. Hope that you have kept out of trouble/ and have a steady Boyfriend you little S**T

Here are some Cheers from the email info you guys told me about.

Congratulations to Jason, soon to be a daddy yet again! I know you guys want a little girl, but soon enough you will have a whole football team to take to the Superbowl. jk I am very happy for you and Sarah, hope this time it's a GIRL !!!

Congratulations to JD for finally becoming an Officer!!!!

Congratulations to Lee for becoming a Navy Seal and for marrying Tasha!!!!

Congratulations to Paul for his 3 new movie projects, I always knew you could do it!!!!!

Thank God that's all for now!!!!!

Ok so here is some update from my part............................

My bf and I moved in together and are very very happy <3  I am in my 3rd year of hell Law school and Marine Biology. A few days ago we bought an amazing 46gallon fishy tank we have about  8 children in there (fishes of course, no kids were harmed in the making of this fish tank lol) at times it takes a few looks around the whole tank to find them cause they have already picked out there safety places to not be found ( there secret spies). My mom's hip pain I think is making here become a bit angry and inpatient about everything, or she is just going down the same path my grandma does to make everyone go insane and make us do what she wants, NOT GOING TO HAPPEN WITH THIS GIRL!!!!! Matt tested again for StaffS. I really do have 100% faith that the results in Aug will be a hell yeah =) (if not, I hope in doesn't rain on the balcony this winter, lol) after a few false alarms that almost made me go insane, I am not in a panic stage anymore, I guess it's every girls dream to have a little boy or little girl <3 I know I know for some of you guys that know me real good I was always the one saying no about kids and no about marriage, but an amazing airman has changed my mind and has my heart and soul forever, I love you honey  <3  Melody I still need to get those pics from Colorado,Spain,Italy and from Jersey =) I know your still on your honeymoon so take your time, and make me an aunt :P  I have to admit there are times that I wish that i could just scream or break something, I don't know if any of you have gone through some of the things that I have but, one my family yet again is running the whole fucking show again, Matt and I got our rings ( bells will soon be ringing< <3) there trying to plan in there whole mind how its supposed to go, my mom says that wedding invitations are useless, but yet to have some good glory she has already told all of Dillard's =( also she is blowing up a storm because the big wedding is in jersey, I told her we would take care of everything and she would just show up a day or two before the wedding, she got so angry that if laser could come out of her eyes I would have been BBQ, dude if my kid told me that I would take a shot of Tequila for joy and happiness, just show up and be happy/stress free fuck yeah. So the apartment that started out being so cute and charming is now turning into.......(the midget apartment) the kitchen is designed for polly pocket, oh hold on let me go park my (hot wheels) pots and pans are on the floor cause there is no room to put them, dinner plates also on the floor, and for the pantry=on top of the fridge to land on who else head but mine! OH and you have to move the trash to open the oven door, soon enough it will be like the hotel room in London that when you open the door you can flush the toilet at the same time :( I found out that the builder was thumbelina, and tomorrow when I clean bunnies and birds will help me while I sing and dance with bash full and dopey. The whole house is turning blue and beach like, while my foot and head are also turning into that color :( One day I might just make a pirate flag and hang it from the balcony and call myself Mandy Sorrow Sparrow Pirate arrrrr ( lol)  I should write a book "On how to survive life without going insane"  why are damn Mexicans setting off fireworks at 4am do they think that this is TJ, ok must get some peace and quiet before going La Vida Locca!!!!  I will try to post asap every time new stuff comes up, I will be in Ohio from the 26-29 of June with my sweetie for his family reunion/memorial/our pre-engagement/etc..........
Swimmmmmmmmm bubbles,blue is on your tail, no obama, sunshine is not your sex slave, where did mustache go.....chasing stewie ooh Emile you naughty thing with tiger  and yes jay jay and honey drop are at it again, anyone have a sex addiction hot-line number for these two love birds lol.

Nigh-ty Night, can't wait for my airman to come home to be in bed with me <3 love you honey <3

If some of you still go online, here are some of the new stuff that's happening and that has already happened

My sweetie pie and I moved in with each-other, wooohooo!!!!! saving us a lot of money, we have to rough it up for a month or two but then it will be easy sailing into saving some money for a better lifestyle (mostly video games,and hardcore drinking [lol[)
 
My family was down for a few days, it went somewhat well, until one of them started being a bitch as always ( you are my hero tom, for dealing with her for 12 years) all good things were said face to face, but now that there back to there palace by the sea there already criticizing our apartment :(  Also in the time that they were here on vacation my bf and I got matching tattoos there amazing, tribal has never looked so hot as on us :) 

Matt got a car yay!! I think it's amazing, all he needs now is his official DVL so we can go Vroom Vroom Vroom!!!!!

As some of you may know my mom, how she thinks that she is invisible by the law and to everyone in the world, her stupidity has caught on to here resulting into a 250.00 fine from the dmv. She so said that she has learned her lesson until next time (lol)

Mothers day is around the corner with some boxes still to send out, for matt's mom and for my grandma hopefully those will go out tomorrow, the whole beginning week has been a crazy rush.

We finally have a nice sofa, and the living room looks amazing, I will try to upload pics on here or on facebook so keep a look out for them.

What can I say I have finally found a phone that I keep using and not looking online for a new one, has my cellphone mania come to an end? I hope so, the iphone is one amazing contraption that I couldn't live without

The newest game console that we have is wii it's so fun and amazing, it's a great game that the whole family can enjoy and play with.

Thats about all the news so far I think, we are having an amazing time and I am very much in love with matt, he is my whole life and we have each-others heart for ever. Love you sweetie pie
<3<3<3<3<3P.S. On the 28th of July is our 1year anniversary!!!!!!!!

SO as I was talking to my uncle today ,who is a hero to me made me realize a few things and I don't really know if there will be ever a way to fix things up, but he said that if it really truly is love then everything will come back together, I didn't think that a person could change in just a few days, but I have spined my life around 180. My mom is in a panic stage cause I might be preggos, I did not really believe that a woman could be somewhat sure,until there is physical proof, but I am still going to be happy whatever the outcome will be. The last few nights have been spent with my mom bowling and going to the movies, but yet all i have been seen doing is checking if my phone will ring ;) I have to go to the dmv tomorrow to get a new id since I lost mine.
not much else to post, cause I just give up, if anyone is online hit me up. lots of love
   Amanda Panda

So this is somewhat the plan, The Santa Monica Pier will celebrate it’s Centennial on September 9, 2009 and the countdown has begun. Plans are in the works for parades, shows, concerts and numerous 100th themed events and activities. Anyone that wants to come with me is welcome to come :) there are some great memories that happened on that pier, good friends were made there as well :)  those crazy wild baby oil skating when we were 14 lol.
 
And another plan is to go down to Miami Beach, for some good time fun, if anyone is down for some fun give my cell a ring :)


xoxo until later
  *Jellybean*

Have anyone of yall' ever heard of the mall Cross Creek Mall? I know that it's in NC, and some of my peeps want me to go up and see it,but I really don't know if it's worth it lol.

Also I heard on the radio about a new place that is supposed to be amazing, The Closeout Club?  (Decatur and Sahara)

So the news is that I have cable on my phone but not yet on my PIMP tv :( if I find a good deal I should have it installed by next week :)

For the 100th time I am not yet married! and don't plan too for at least a few more years, so please people stop breathing down my neck!

For the Scary part my friend Devon and Ashley and I took a little road trip, we are still on our way back :) but anyway we decided to check out a few haunted locations, boy oh boy, they got scared to death.....not much for myself I am always so calm but there was one place that scared the life out of me, all I know if I ever go to that location again I will be hammered or stoned lol

I am looking for Fox sunglasses and some Dc shoes, I heard that  Powder and sun might have them, did you ever go there Nathan? I know there Cali brands and are really hard to find here in Vegas.

well for now that's all, stay safe and come home real soon l<3VE yall'
 xoxo
   *Jellybean*

So for the some of you already know the whole story of what has been going on from Florida & California, it's a bit of a bummer but it was so worth it to win that cold hard cash and the several of cars that got won during the race, but my DL is suspended for a year yet again lol ( like that's going to stop me from SR) its a rush and a life that I got into when I was just 15/16 thanks to Paul (jk, you so still rock) but then and again how did I get so much better than you in racing and everything else as well :P

Sorry for last night, if anyone died from laughing to much I really do apologize for the trouble lol! (please never upload the video on youtube or AFV)

New phone arrived before I left for the superbowl so that was awesome, also my whole house is so Rockstar lifestyle now ( I am so stoked)
I hate that my two bff (Jake and Nathan) both got deployed also my ex-bf brother and his 3 bff :(

Thanks to no one for that embarassing moment at the rock concert that my uncle and I went to (yall' had to stop me before I  jumped on stage and danced with the lead singer of TOADM) I saw him at a concert sound check and he still remembers me lol for some reason he gave me his number, he likes my lyrics and want to work with me for there next cd :) so good things might come from this disaster.

Say yes or Say no/ my family still hasn't decided if they are going to come to vegas in Feb/March :( one day is an answere and the next is a nother one I am so bummed out.

Walmart is my <Evil Villain Lair> could they get anymore stuffed teddy bears, now I have no idea wich one to pick from lol

xoxo
 L<3VE Y<3U
    *Jellybean*
 

When no one changes the toilet paper roll, its very simple when its out just change it and make me happy <3

 Who sent me this Email?

So I am back in the good old USA <3
  I got the internship to Vogue Magazine after hours of convincing I got my terms and wishes granted :) I arrived home and had the hugest surprise from my mom <3 SHE ROCKS!!!!! So I have about 3 months of R&R since I completed extra credit for school (I am such a book worm) and work don't start till around May/June and I will only be working 4 days a week, and when Playboy finally pays me for working as a photographer I can finally buy those Hot shoes I saw in Chicago :) Last night I bought about 20 Bundles of 20 Hangers each pack a total of 400 hangers ( I know I will be there in a few days to buy more :P) I will be back online to check out if yalll' are online to chat, right now I have a few errands to take care of, reach me on my Bberry.
    Ciao
        *Jellybean*
  

Paris is all that it can be, its amazing and romantic all at the same time <3
 right now I fell over on the bed in fits of hysterical laughter, its so funny to impersonate 1930-1950 acting....I am really glad to be here with a great friend, I know that whatever today brings I will deal with it the best way I can. So today I got an email from some guy asking me if we were still going to get married on Thursday? of course with my giggly self I replied with a yes lol I have no idea who it could be. So Tanya the A to your Q. is yeah I would, as long as the driver could still drive *might be to HOT*. Anyway, I found this great place to play beer pong in Vegas and its like at the end of Craig Road at the crossing of some other street (don't yall' just love my directions) lol. I cant wait to be back in Vegas though :(  Glad you found out about the tickets to the superbowl, are like all you ex/bf joining together for a meeting there or something (jk) Jake do you know what will happen if you come to vegas, my mom will become drunk everyday to deal with our crazy stunts, my ipod is really good right now, I need some of those songs to get me through some rough times that I have had lately......I was so bad when I was 12-17, I was always in detention and always breaking the laws, crazytown rule and they are great to get you HOT, are you sure that you can find the airport to pick me up? *hint* the airport is the location where all the planes land :P your brother is so sweet, I still love you all so much (yall' are family) no kicking anyone's ass you understand me BOY!!!! I talked to my mom and she told me that she told my family that she got promoted to mens fragrances and they hung up the phone on my mom, (greedy jealousy that they have one day they will turn green) lol
A good movie to see is  A Streetcar Named Desire Marlon Brando is my sweet sweet man

Q. If you could have a steamy sex scene with any character from a movie who would it be and why? anyone can answere :)
       My answer would be Edward from twilight, hes so romantic and protective and a vampire who still has that sinister look in his eyes, he has a look that he is down to try anything pushing  the limits without thinking twice and also might me very spontaneous to just do anything that goes through his mind with passion and lust..........

 My music selection rocks, Opera and Classical music is the best for anytime :P
 Lets keep the Rock and other music for fun,party times and also some for the naughty moments ;)


 
Loin des yeux pres du coeur
      *jellybean*

I  am officially running on amp drinks, my uncles Colorado home looked like a bomb went off in it.........So after a bit of cleaning, getting my things I left there around 3am. Finally in Tennessee, I have the hugest bruise on my ankle and it hurts like hell, I was texting and drinking my energy drink when I bumped into Justin T. who was running to get his luggage as well, my mom was on my other phone talking when she heard the loud crash, she was like "oh gosh, amanda did you fall down again?" So after 2 hours in the ER they just told me to ice it and to stay off of it for a bit, if that wasnt enough I didnt keep my mouth shut and called Rob told him about the whole deal, he took the first flight out from wherever he was and now is being a pain in the neck lol....other girls would die to be in my shoes, hey yall' can
  Nothing is getting my way for St Barts and Paris so screw the damn doctors.
I am glad to see you online Jake, this will be a bit weird </3 also did Tanya back out of the game? lol *chiken*. Seth finally made it after all the bs we gave him, he finally went through with it, I knew he had it in him when he rescude me before I hit my head on the door at the end of the stairs he went through the routine "are you ok, breath, checking my pulse" he rocks, yall' do something to celebrate already? should I call him up and ask him what his 10-20 is? :P
 So Jake did you get out of the airforce and join the usmc like your dad? who knew you had it in you sweetie :P following in your fathers footsteps.
 
I miss you all so much, talk to yall' later
            *jellybean*
 

Finally some good old sunshine in Arizona, it's a blast and a lot of fun. Got to do some good old shopping and some clay work that I hadn't done in a while, God I miss the good old times when we used to drive cross country and sleep in the backseat, waking up at 2am and dancing in the dirt and rain.Around 11:35pm tonight I have a flight out to Colorado, by the time yall' wake up I will already be in Tennessee rocking it out to all the best places, I also hope to see the man who helped me out in a lot and gave me a chance to record my first demo and who still buys my lyrics to this day :) I had the best day today I bumped into my dear old good friend Lance Bass from Nsync, so good to chat up with him again, about 11 years that I know all of you guys, still feels like the first time <3 

 So Tanya your question was nsync or bsb? come on are you seriouse ;) lol
  It would be a a mix between a few boy bands it would be (Jon from Nkotb, Justin from Nsync,Nick from Bsb,Dan from O-town,Adam from maroon 5) I know a hot pile up of sexy men. Your question made my mom freak out when I told her she was like oh sweet jesus, lol but if I was crazy like when I was back in cali then I would say hell yeah, but now its more of are you sure you want to, I mean really sure and would have to be beyond drunk to do something like that, cause in one way or another the guy would fall for me and I would feel sorry cause simply it's my nature lol.  
 
Your question is describe your perfect sex, that you have dreamed about or had............Don't get in the dirty details ok

 also call up jake and tell him to get a Lj account
 
love ya,
  jellybean

On one of my many stops, Forks was amazing I have never slept that good since I was like 5 the rain made me a melody that I slept like a baby.
Since last night I have been in Jersey well about 2 hours stuck at the airport, cause my friends got lots lol. its a lot of fun and a bit cold, I am such a sunshine bunny <3 but yeah its really nice here. Tomorrow/tonight I fly out to Arizona then back to freeze my ass in Colorado, Tennessee and Mississippi and become a ice stick in high heel shoes in Virginia Beach, thankfully I will thaw in St Barts <3  and warm up more in Riverside California
 
 I scored tickets to go see the Super Bowl XLIII in Tampa Bay Florida!!!!! wooohooooo (ok a bit too much excitement)

I saw that so far only Tanya got a Lj account :) boo to the rest of yall' lol

To answer your question, Yes oh god yes to list them all from day one omg, ok  but there so funny

1. I was about 5 in school with a kid named Kevin, he wanted to kiss me so bad while it was reading time but the second the teacher called my name, I hit my head on a shelf, tripped on my shoe laces, and dived face first on my backpack. so no kissy kiss

2.9 years old on Valentines day, we had made love wands wich where pens with hearts on them, i know so lame, but we had to run and tap the guys shoulder and they would be out valentines, so I got Nathan and he was about to kiss me beneath this tree that we had next to a creek, he leaned in and so did I but the oh so romantic moment was lost  because I am such a dork, the teacher called us and I turned to answere here but it was wet mud so I slipped all the way down into the creek. no kissy kiss there either.

3.It was my sweet 16 birthday party, just a few friends on the beach drinking some corona and tequila shots (that's how we roll) lol, you know about Paul, he called me over we kicked it off so well, then I have no idea what happened we sat on his chair and the second he was to kiss me, his surfer and actor friends showed up calling us both, so we turned to say hi and the chair gave in beneath us. we just couldn't stop laughing about it for weeks.

4.We had just moved to Texas, and my next door neighbour Jake was/is an Air-force pilot, he helped me in everything and we started dating for a while, so of course we decided to go deeper into our relationship so he drove us to this little nice place on base and his father was General of the base, what was I thinking! we were in the car with good music and the second I straddled him, his dad and the af police shined there lights on us, it was the most funniest moment in my life.

5.Texas,Christmas Eve 2006, I hooked up with Jared a good Texan boy........he always used to climb into my bedroom window just watch movies for hours listen to music, study and help him with his script, things got a little hot and we were drunk so I started to kiss his neck and I removed his shirt when he put his hand under my shirt my uncle walks in with his shotgun, poor guy he ran prob all the way to his home.

6.Moved to vegas and I decided to take it a little easy, but my best-friend Brody threw a huge party at Pure so drink after drink he declared his Love for me so I was about to kiss him when, he tripped fell down, brought me with him to the floor, and his parents walked into the vip saying Brody get a room, we got the giggles for about 3 hours.

7.After that I stayed single, until I got drunk and was dared to by your brother to go to the Airman club, I hooked up with Matt a good jersey boy :) we became friends asap and then after a good bit of time, the true side of me shows the not so serious but goofy giggly girl started to show, and we started playing this made up game and hinder was playing in the background (what is it with rock music and me) and then tickling, damn the tickling lol, but it was just so right and we were alone and it happened <3 But there was a night when my mom heard us in the living room, I liked my answer that I told her....(you were my age once, so deal with it) I so ROCK!

Those are my answers, I might of skipped a few guys but, the giggles are getting to me :) lol

my question to you is.....If you were having sex with your boyfriend and his friend walked in would you cover yourself and hide in bed in your boyfriends arms , or ask his friend to join you in bed?

xoxo
  Jellybean

I am so bummed that the Cabo fun is coming to an end :( but I got to see a lot of old friends I had not seen in a long time, I am sorry if I embarassed any of yall'. I have a 11:34pm flight that will take me to LAX then from Lax to Grand Forks Airport, I know a few of you ladies are in Washington right now, how weird is it for your city to be in a movie, I know that San Marcos California has never been on any tv or movies yet :) After I leave Washington I am heading to Bergen County, Saddle River, in New Jersey. I know I know what is a west coast girl going to the east coast for ;) A good school friend of mine got married to a jersey girl, and well he doesnt want to stay cause he misses Cali so much, but I am the backup plan letting him know when he misses Cali, to give me a hollar or to play a movie or tv show that is about Cali. After that I am heading to Arizona, pick up some jewelry, Texas to see some friends from my dorms, Mississippi to see my uncles ex, Colorado to get my things that I left at the winter house, Tennessee to visit my ex-bf grandma (will always be family) love ya sadie. Virginia Beach for another round of beer pong, what else (lol) then its jet set to Paris, the dreaded interview with vouge magazine, when that crazy spin cycle is done I have 4-5 days of R&R in St  Barts yes yes yes!!!!! Then its back to good old USA for a few personal things I wont use my phone all day on Feb 2, in reason that its my dad birthday so I will spend some time at the cemetary and then just some down time. When I get back to Vegas I am planning on throwing a huge drunk party, I got a few maybee and some yes but no one has told me a ( HELL TO THE FUCK YEAH ) I am so disappointed in yall'. (jk)
But umm.... yeah there will be a party so hit me up and we can kick it lol. As some of you may know my mom has been promoted into men's fragrances, the work load is better and she is in a better mood cause there is less to do and more to sell, besides there is only like 3 or 4 people she is working with now, compared to before that there were like 20-23 people on the same rotation :( so we still need to celebrate on that with whoever is down for some good fun give me a hollar.

I am in serious need of help, my mom and I need someone with a truck to pick up some furniture, I will do anything if anyone can help us in this jam, cook for you for a week, watch horror movie, listen to your f-14 f-22 story's, I am desperate please please please :( 

To anyone who wants to have some backseat fun here are a few notes to keep in mind, ladies don't wear jeans let the men wear them and also don't plaster your hand on the window like the scene from Titanic, its dumb and besides we know what you two are doing in there and third, Tanya never fuck in my car again, I don't even fuck in my car, do you have to be so low and so cheep, come on girl! that's why good guys date me and you get only trash.

well its not any of those 3 things mentioned above, but its a silver locket that my ex-fiance grandma was throwing away, she said it meant nothing to her she bought it around 1940's and to her it was just a pendant but to me it keeps 4 of the most prized possessions in my life <3

So to a few people that know about the situation and who I am talking about, please don't make me repeat the story and the whole thing :) but yeah it was a fun few weeks with some R&R and some fashion week, but the second I come home, my moms so called good guy friend is back  from Alaska the (A-hole) lol. oh well I guess I will have to get used to him and just deal with it, I must say though he has changed a little bit since the last time that I saw and talked to him, I just hope that he wont be a permanent addition to our apartment otherwise I am moving to England, (Robert,you said if I needed a place to crash in London) so watch out I might have to take you up on that offer.
 So last night my mom and I hit up the Ac ( i know, sorry Nate lol) but it was a bit of fun, my mom got a bit tipsy for no reason at all, we played darts and I swear to God she hit everything except for the targeted area, sorry for the embarrassment to I think you said your name was Brett? I am so bad at remembering names when I am laughing to death ;) So after about 10 rounds of Jose Cuervo I was convinced to keep my hair brown and not to go red. Also on a more serious note, Jeremy you are so going to get the hell kicked out of you for making me watch the movie the Unborn.

To the rest of you who are deployed I hope you come home real soon, beer and strippers on me ( ok that sounds a bit to kinky) lol

Robert Pattinson.......do we really need to say why ;)
 Or any Military Man ;)
 two kinds of Doctors I would love to have there hands on me